The Intervention

The Realisation

What was wrong with me?

I didn't know what was going on with me. I was so out of it that I wanted to go into a hole and just exist there. I was just numb rather than being sad. 

I had a heart-to-heart conversation with my friends about what was wrong with me. I really love this girl in our group, but she is already in a relationship. I'm not in love with her, but I think we have so many things in common that it would be great if we at least tried. But I also don't wanna ruin our friendship.  She is kind, smart, and everything in between. I guess it is what it is... ha... 

I'll finish this later. It's 03:48 am right now at Stockholm, Sweden